Monthly Archives: October 2011

Still

Standard

After all these years of thinking that I have gotten over you, you start tweeting me things and posting/replying random things on Facebook. Out of the blue.

Great.

And, almost instantly, a flood of emotions which I thought I have long forgotten or ignored all come rushing in. I begin to wonder again if what I thought were true, why you suddenly didn’t talk to me those last few days before our graduation, or if you care enough to actually read my stat and think about me when you read my username (like I sometimes do when I read yours).

They say it’s only puppy love (and I hate how that term sounds pathetic, too, in itself) but for it to last this long, I think that must be more. But, you know, I don’t think I have the right to complain since I never really got my answers so all these are just guesses and assumptions (1 more point for me for being pathetic). I guess I’m not as smart as I think I am.

And also, I never really did ask the questions.