Isn’t it sad how you’re trying to locate your feelings, make them come out of hiding, by watching movies? You choose from your list of movie files, play it on VLC, and as it starts, hope to feel something by the time the credits roll.
Then you end up feeling nothing. That’s the sad part, isn’t it?
I thought things were going okay; I wasn’t feeling anything anymore. But that’s just it. I wasn’t feeling anything. I thought if enough time would pass, if I would try and consider other people (which is, by the way, dangerous since it might just end up as me liking the idea, not the actual person), but no. Maybe, I was almost there but, somehow, I almost always stumble back.
I’d like to believe Time will help me. So I’ll wait. If all else fails, cry.