I have a problem.
I can’t really connect with people. Or maybe this is just me. It’s like a song, a piano piece, in decrescendo. It starts out really well then, gradually, I find myself drifting, away from people, back to my own little world.
I’m there, I experience things but I don’t really Experience anything. Almost everything’s shallow. I can remember significant moments but I mostly just remember the details, not the overwhelming feeling I had when it happened. I touch on a certain topic, brush past it, and never really explain it in detail.
Just like this.